困惑的现实

谁能告诉我到底是什么在约束着我？为什么心里总是感觉不到快乐？不是像吃着酸奶就感觉很开心，而是那种可以满足心里充满阳光的那种快乐！学校的生活早就过去了，还有什么在困扰着我们呢？
很难想象我到底在干些什么？
我的双手总是在无力的感慨着，却又无法适从？人群中到底我们的身影在何方？现实！虚幻！哪一个才是真的？
我不知道！
可是我的思想无力的在催促着我，让我前进！
我不要这样的人生，我的人生不该如此萧条，我应该站在世界的顶端，用我的骄傲俯视着脚下的生物。 I do not want such life， my life should not be so bleak， I should stand in the world peak， is overlooking under foot“s biology arrogantly with me.


I am called the side alizarin red， is a junior college student， what studies is the indoor design specialty， I must acknowledge， my result is not very good， but I dare to guarantee that my achievement cannot certainly you be disappointed. The common people knew， will study the human will not necessarily suit in this society survives， but will look like I such person certainly not to eliminate by this society.